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Since my last blog - entry I have been finishing my release of those 7 CD's Farbmusik ( http://www.farbmusik.com ) and I had a speach in front of members of the SMPV in Winterthur ( Switzerland ) talking about professional online education systems and music & internet in general. The president who was in the audience as well constated at the end of the speach how impressed he was about my pioneer work in the past 10 years and my modesty which I have even that I have reached so much. You can imagine that a lot of people still dont believe me what all had happened to me during my times where I was into this pioneer - work in internet. At the end of my speach I said to the audience that even that my knowledge is still progressive for me the time of internet is over. I rarly speak about my personal feelings in my blog, but I really have a feeling of proudness when I review the last 10 years but I feel that it is now time to move on and leave this behind. For me this topic is acutally closed - this dont not mean that I will not continue my work which I have in internet but I will reduce it to those parts which are nessessary and open up for new things. Maybe its a personal disadvantage but it always has been like this. I put a lot of enery into something which I believe in but once I reached it I start to loose interest. After my speach about internet I felt that it is now over.
Next steps :
I got this movie " As it is in heaven " from a friend long time ago. I dont know why I did not watch it for so long. Now today I happened to watch it :
http://www.amazon.co...73310710&sr=1-1
I could not believe it - this story and specially the charactre of this conducter in this movie reminded me a lot to my ideas and my visions - I think I should start to follow my visions in music the way I lost it a bit during my engagment in internet. So I will start to practice regulary again and start to express music the way it is meant to be and I know I talk about this for a while start to play live again regulary. So this is tha plan. I can not say more at the moment.
PS : But dont be afraid that I stop all internet activities - I will just set the priorities right.
